Children

Every so often the topic of children comes up. I have always known physically I shouldn't carry my own child. I learned what surrogacy was when I was young and I always said I would have a child that way.

There is gestational surrogacy which is they take a woman's egg, and a man's sperm and create the baby. Then another woman carries the child and the baby is %100 genetically the parents. Last night the topic came up in discussion again this time we talked about it in depth a little more. Mac says "How about we just find a really pretty girl that has brown hair and brown eyes." We haven't looked into any of what fully goes into what has to be done for surrogacy. Only from stories I've read of other women's experiences. But Mac says he doesn't want me to have to go through that. My response may have sounded selfish but if it isn't both of us I rather adopt. I feel like if it isn't both of us I don't want it to be either of us. I suppose since I already wouldn't be carrying a child, I already don't want it to be his and another women's genetics.






I've thought about it more in depth lately. I am in no rush to have a child by any means right now but in a weird way I have thought "God forbid what if I died before my parents." I in an odd way, I want them and Mac too to have something of me in there life. Is it weird for me to have the thought of something more then just old memories on papers, and things but an actual life that has apart of me in them to have for the rest of there lives.

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My name is Tia.


I am Intelligent, I am Strong, I am Kind, I am Loving, I am me and wouldn't want to be anybody else.


For those who don't know already know about me it's a little hard to hide the tubes on my face. I was born at 28 weeks gestation. I was born with underdeveloped lungs, that is called Bronchodysplasia. In 1999 I was diagnosed with Pulmonary Hypertension secondary to the lung problems. (Google those at your own leaser. I have overcome any statistics that PH prognosis gives or one doctors gave my parents at birth.)


I don't let those things define me.


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